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Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ( 7:35 PM ) Jacquet Been a while. ...To say the least... I like this blog, no one knows of it, no one cares about it. I like that I can say whatever I want to the world wide web and still be unheard. Such a feeling of solidarity. Such a feeling of liberation. You don't know me. I could make up a huge story of how my life has been these past few years, but why lie? Real life is so much more hideous. Heh. Real life is vastly more interesting. Real life can be so boring that you want to kill yourself. I just want to say to you, you wide and vast emptiness, that it could have been different. I could have been better. I could have changed. You could have been nicer too. You could have tried. Try a little for me, please? Naah...To late for that. No regrets? For me? Nah. But send my regards to you. Yes, you. You could have had...Well. There are just some things you don't post on-line. No matter how unheard the word is. There's just some line that cannot be crossed. Some words that cannot be said. That should not be said. That I will never say. Like 'sorry'? Like 'love'? Like 'good bye'...? "Face down in the dirt, I said this doesn't hurt! I said, I've finally had enough!" # Wednesday, December 10, 2003 ( 4:51 PM ) Jacquet 3 things. 1) keep breathing 2) love Jesus and 3) ... How the hell'd we wind up like this? Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables? I wish you'd unclench your fists And unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this But don't think it's too late Nothin's wrong Just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right, but not right now I know you're wondering when You're the only one who knows that Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right, but not right now I know you're wondering when... Well I'd hoped that since we're here anyway We could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up stringing Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror Nothin's wrong Just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow Gonna make it all right, but not right now I know you're wondering when You're the only one who knows that Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right, but not right now I know you're wondering when You're the only one who knows that How the hell'd we wind up like this? Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables? Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror Nothin's wrong Just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow Gonna make it all right, but not right now I know you're wondering when You're the only one who knows that Someday, somehow Gonna make it all right, but not right now I know you're wondering when You're the only one who knows that I know you're wondering when You're the only one who knows that I know you're wondering when Someday-Nickelback and that's all she wrote folks. good day to you, it's been nice knowing ya. peace out. -jac # Friday, November 14, 2003 ( 4:59 PM ) Jacquet because it's exactly how i feel. Too late to hide And too tired to care Take what you've left And forget the rest Take what you see Of what's left of me You know where I've been And I don't want to go there again You're beautiful You're confusing You're illogical You're amazing And I've seen the world It's overrated Until you're everything I have nothing But empty space I've been down This road before All that I've found Points me right back to you And I've watch you move From down below Where do I go from here I guess I'll find out as I go You're beautiful You're confusing You're illogical You're amazing And I've seen the world It's overrated Until you're everything I have nothing But empty space # Thursday, November 13, 2003 ( 12:46 PM ) Jacquet stupid bitch and freakin' a-hole, lana. and i'm going to cry if something bad happens to lex in next weeks episode. heh heh, you know what i mean. :) -jac # Monday, November 03, 2003 ( 1:33 PM ) Jacquet haha. how sad.  you are the "you suck, and that's sad" happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit brutal. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla # Sunday, November 02, 2003 ( 4:47 PM ) Jacquet aw, don't you love watching new baristas struggling behind the bar? lol. i got coffee today and this new kid didn't know how to put down a caramel macciato (cm) and didn't put enough milk in it! .40, peeps! it's not that hard to get it to weight at .40! sheesh. screw the stupid digestive system. if it can't handle all the coffee i've been pumping into that past few weeks it'll just have to deal. i NEED my coffee. life really, really sucks right now. some good news though. my family and i are gunna start looking for a new church. woohoo! nothing against my church or anything, but i'm really happy and considering my mood right now, that's pretty amazing. -jac # Saturday, November 01, 2003 ( 3:44 PM ) Jacquet ok, so yeah, this blog has pretty much died. don't cry a river, peeps. i'll still update it now and then. -jac # |
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